What next?
I was talking with my Mom over the holiday, and she asked me "What are you planning to do after you come back in July?" To be honest with you, I have no idea. She said people have been asking her so I thought I would write out my thoughts to give you an idea of where I am at. There is a part of me that is trying to be controlled by money, which says that I need to go back home to pay off my student loans because it would not be possible to do that here. But then there is a piece of me that wants to stay here. When I first came, I thought one year would seem like such a long time. But in reality, it is a very small amount of time. What can you really accomplish in one year? By the time you begin to learn the language, understand the culture, it is time to go home. It almost feels like a waste of my time to just come for one year. This morning, I was sitting and drinking my tea, and I was just praying and writing about what the plan is for t...